Why does it take Courage to Post?

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CourageI have been wanting to post, needing to post, planning to post, for quite some time. I have no other excuse, than that I was hesitant to document the last few years of my professional life. I made a choice…not an easy one…to come out of my own classroom and join a team as an Instructional Coach in my district.

This stage of my life has not been the easiest. Being an Instructional Coach is both one of the most challenging and one of the most rewarding experiences I have ever had. I absolutely love supporting teachers as they strive to meet their own professional goals and tackle their challenges head-on. The relationships I have developed both with my team, and with the teachers we support, is invaluable. I cannot begin to tell you how much I have learned from everyone during this adventure. Working predominantly with new teachers allows me to latch on to their energy and dream big. Then there is the professional development… Being in a role that places me in the front line of new information and trends has strengthened my skills as both a leader and an educator.

What am I scared of? Why not put all the good out there for everyone to see?

I am beyond transparent when it comes to education and my role as an educator. I know, that through all the good stories I could tell…those that know me well will clearly hear a difference in tone from my prior posts. They will know that there is a huge factor that keeps me from being completely in love with my current role. They would know that I wasn’t being completely honest with myself or with them.

I miss the kids. I miss connecting with a community of students and sitting side by side with them as they work to meet their educational, social, and emotional, goals. As a connected educator, I miss documenting every moment of our growth together as a classroom community and connecting with classrooms around the world. I believe that if our model of coaching were organized differently, where we had more time in each classroom, I could recreate that passion. I definitely won’t stop trying!

If I’m completely honest, I will probably not find my way back into the classroom as a teacher. I am SO close to gaining my Education Leadership credentials and my trajectory is changing yet again. I am inspired daily by administrators like tee62,  @NMHS_Principal, @twhitford@TonySinanis, and @benjamingilpin who have shown what is possible when you become a lead learner within a connected community. I love the way their posts challenge my reality and push me to envision what could be.

It takes courage to post. It takes courage because I feel guilty that I find myself thinking more about my future than my present.

It takes courage to post, but I’m very glad I did.

Twitter Mosaic Meme

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http://www.smashingmagazine.com/2008/09/23/practika-a-free-icon-set/My e~friend Linda tagged me for this meme (first time I saw the term I had to look it up:). What a great idea it is too…often I go to my friends’ following lists in order to find more like-minded people in which to collaborate. Sifting through pages at Twitter.com can take a lot of time; I love that the mosaic images link to potential new connections.

The images below represent many people who have positively affected both me and my teaching. As mentioned in a previous post, my teaching has transformed…quickly. I currently have a difficult time reflecting on teaching practices prior to connecting with other educators on Twitter. What is sad, is only those utilizing the service know what I’m talking about. Mentioning it among face to face friends and colleagues, I’m met with faces of complete uncertainty (as far as I know~ only two of the people below are even from Montana). Perhaps that’s why, seeing the faces of my digital learning network stacked neatly in piles on the screen before me, I feel more networked then ever before. I have an amazing community of colleagues right in my hometown, but we are restricted by walls and time. My digital network is 24-7…my time, your time, our time. THAT is amazing.

Having been on Twitter for a few months now, I’ve gained both the confidence and the tools to start adding more and more people to my following list resulting in many more people following me (welcome, by the way!) My community is growing and changing every day…I’m in awe of that. That said, I’m thinking I will post a new mosaic occasionally in order to see the transformation and growth of my digital professional community (Wouldn’t it be nice if the location would show when you hover over the image?…I may have to suggest that to the developer) If you’re here reading this and see your image below, have I said thanks lately? Thanks! If you think this doesn’t apply to you because I haven’t had the opportunity to “talk” to you…please know, I AM both listening and learning from you too.

Now…I must tag some “tweeples” 😉 I realize we are all busy people…so don’t feel you NEED to do this; only if you have time. I tag @ktrefz (…so I just checked out your blog, um…love it!), @kellyhines, (In the short time I’ve followed you, I’ve gained so many resources), @e_shep (one of the most supportive twitterers I’ve met), @eduguy101, @mrsbrowndog (both because you were two of the first connections I made on twitter…so glad you’ve stuck with me.

*See rules below mosaic

Twitter Love

Here are the rules:
1. Go to http://sxoop.com/twitter/ to create your mosaic (you can choose friends or followers).
2. Copy the code and paste it into a blog entry.
3. Reflect and comment on your mosaic.
4. Tag some “tweeples.”
5. Link back to this post or the post where you were first tagged.

Finally…7 Things You May Not Know About Me Meme

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The last few months have changed me. My world has broadened. My resources have multiplied exponentially, I have established a digital footprint, and I have collaborated with colleagues around the globe. When I first began to experiment with social networking, I thought it a wonderful way to link with other professionals that share common experiences; I had no idea I would establish true friendships. It is an interesting thing, this forum for rapid communication. Simultaneously tweeting with someone, exploring their bookmarks, and reading their blogs…enables you to identify commonalities and differences prior to engaging in conversation. How wonderful if we could network with our students as easily!

Though I have gotten to know my PLN friends through our discussions, we have certainly talked more professional philosophy and classroom strategy then general small talk. As a result, I have really enjoyed reading their 7 Things memes. I enjoy chipping away the cyberwalls in order to see those at a distance more clearly. Three such friends (one here, one here, and the other here) have tagged me as well for this meme (a word unknown to me two months ago) and  I have procrastinated long enough…

Here are the rules: 

  • Link your original tagger and list these rules on your blog
  • Share 7 facts about yourself in the post-some random, some weird
  • Tag 7 people at the end of your post
  • Let them know they’ve been tagged

Seven Things You May Not Know About Me

  1. I spent my first 11 years of life in the tiny Northern Minnesota town of Embarrass…yep, Embarrass…and I loved every minute of my winter wonderland. 
  2. I’ve played the trombone since the 2nd grade (there wasn’t much to do in Embarrass). Though I haven’t played in the last few years, it’s a hobby I would love to pick up again. My genre of choice is Jazz, and I find the blinding spotlight a wonderfully magical place…I miss it…
  3. I was a non-reader…I posted this comment in response to the question “What book changed your life?”: Those that know me would be shocked to find out that I was a complete non-reader throughout my youth. To this day, the slowest readers I teach read far faster than me. As a young child, I had no problem decoding the words…and comprehension was higher than most (undocumented fact), but I was completely unable to keep up with my peers. As a result, in my entire k-12 life, John Steinbeck’s The Pearl was the only assigned book I’d read cover to cover. My coping skills honed as I went up through the grade levels. I became quite proficient at listening to my peers responses during discussion and tweaked them enough to give the illusion I’d completed the assignments; unfortunately such tricks only fooled my peers…my teachers knew the truth as evidenced by my grades. All of this leads me to the book that changed my life, Shakespeare’s Hamlet; it was my senior year. Hamlet made everyone else slow down to my pace. It was the first time I felt as capable as my peers…in fact I blew past them, because I understood. I got the theme, I got the language, I enjoyed putting together the puzzle, and I loved the power of controlling the classroom discussion. I truly believe it was the first time my classmates and my teachers met the real me.
  4. My husband and I eloped in an intimate funeral chapel in Amelia Island, Florida (the chapel is the small building on the left)…kind of a spur of the moment adventure…enjoy the chamber music if you visit the link…
  5. I feel guilty when I feel I put more time into teaching than I do into my family… I need to learn to balance. 
  6. I have run two marathons, and am currently training for a third. 
  7. I was born on Christmas Eve, hence the name. My mother had to fight my father when he wanted to name me Crista Eve (I love you mom, and thanks!) 

I believe most of the people I follow have already completed this meme; I will seek to find others to tag. If you are reading this and have not participated yet consider yourself tagged! Please link back to me if you join the fun 😉 

 

 

 

 

 


My emergence into the blogosphere…

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Reflection

I’m not quite certain why it has taken me so long to begin my own personal blog. I believe I had convinced myself that it would take too much time to put my thoughts into a comprehensible format. I also had convinced myself I could not keep up with the wonderful musings I have happened upon in the edublog world. I have since come to realize the practice of reflection must be done in order to move forward with ideas constantly building in my mind. Experience has taught me that both inspirations and reflections must be written down for me to transfer thought into practice.

Keeping this site current will be a priority of mine, and I hope it becomes a meaningful addition to the ever-growing network of voices representing our dynamic field of education.   

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Keeping it real: In my classroom I am constantly asking students to think deeper, question further, and use resources. This is one more attempt at practicing what I preach. My primary goal for this blog is to create a written timeline in which I can refer for my own personal growth as an educator. Discussion with colleagues can only strengthen and quicken that growth…so please comment, ask questions, and offer suggestions. Finally, thanks for stopping by!